Do we enjoy being alone?

As a human being, we created to socialize.
But what would happened, if one day you wake up and all you need is being alone?
have u been in that kind of situation?


My friend (a psychologist student) said: "it's normal that a person need a break from society. We all need a quite time to re-figure ourself. to give attention to nobody but us. it's called resting"
Hmm.. resting? istirahat?
really??
do we really need to be alone just to rest our self?
Don't we want to do something else with those precious times that doesn't come all day?

Now, here's a situation..
For me, now in my 22 age.. i spent most of time in my office. Writing articles, dealing with my boss and co-worker (which not easy), talking to stranger in some coverage or interview, having one or two cigarettes just to lighten up my day.. and can't wait to got home. Why? because at home, i can be who i really am. At home, i could just lie down in my 'daster' or less, watching FRIENDS or other serials that makes me laugh, having snacks, and thinking about nothing but what i want. Now that's what i called precious happiness. Is it wrong that i enjoy it so much so that i'd like to re-create it on my weekend? Is it wrong if on my weekend, going out and hang out are the last thing i wanna do? First thing i'd love to do, BEING ALONE, of course. My frieend, (again, the psychologist student) said: "when you enjoy most of your time being alone, then u must've felt some kind of depression inside. It's a sign that you don't feel secure. a sign that u don't find society as a safe and fun environment"..
And me, i go like.. "what the f***?!!"
How could she come up with that conclusion?!! *&??#!! She haven't even finish her studies. Man, she's fucked..

Or i fucked?? What if she's right? what if i have this secret stress deep inside me that i don't realize yet, and when i found out it's all too late?!

Scary isn't it? a simple thing like being alone.. somehow can descibe our deepest emotional. Well, i don't care wether it is true or not. I don't care if i had depressed. Maybe i am. Maybe i really need a time for myself. Maybe i'm in trouble. But somehow, i survived this long. After alienating myself i could comeback into society flawlessly.. i could bring up my brighter smile, gives a better jokes, and become a real good friends for others. So you know what? maybe i just love myself too much so that i need 2 undisturbed day to re-charging myself before i deal with a lunatic society called REAL LIFE.

So, do we enjoy being alone?
I must say I AM.
How bout you?
You decide.


Cheers!