May 11, 2008

Dying

May 11, 2008
I've tried so hard to not make this happen. but it is does happened.
i've cried a lot, just to loose this pain. but it still existed.
i've smiled, look straight in his eyes. saying that i'm strong. but i'm not.
i'm dying.
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I'm Dying, Dying to wake up without you,  without you in my head again  I'm Dying, Dying to forget about you,  that you ever lived   There's a shade come over this  heart that's coping with  laying down to rest   I'm Dying to live without you again  I'm Dying, Dying to find a distraction,  get you away from me  I'm Dying, Dying to reach a conclusion,  so that the world can see   It's the same old story of  love and glory that  broke before it bent   I'm dying to live without you again   The first time you left  I said goodbyeee  Now there's not a prayer  that can survive   Dying, Dying to die just to come back  so we can meet again  Dying, Dying to say what I always,  always should have said   It's a strange emotion this  but there's still hope in this  As long as there's a breath...   I'm Dying and I can't live without you again   It's a strange emotion this  but there's still hope in this  As long as there's a breath...   I'm Dying and I can't live without you  I'm Dying and I can't live without you again 
 
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nothing left beside love .
nothing as strong as my faith.

2 comments:

Anonymous

Lenn,
do u.. have any problems lately? well.. just if u did.. sorry for not being there for u.. maybe i'm just missing things..
just wanted u to know.. there are people who actually care for u..even though, it's really your options to tell or not to tell..
anyway, i kinda miss my BFF to share her stories with me :)
i do have stories to tell too, problems to share, and a friendly time to chat with..
ehm, well.. just tell me when you're not busy, and maybe i could sleepover at your house or maybe we could just chat at a coffee shop.. just like old times! ;D

missing those innocent days already..haha
XOXO,
ur BFF

lennythought

yeah, i do have problems..
it's not like i don't wanna share.. it just, i wanna think for myself first..

yeah,
we should sitting down together sumtimes. share our things,haha.
waiting for ur time girl..
i actually ready anytime you wanna sleepover in my house.

just gimme' a call and we arrange time okay..

always waiting
xoxo
ur BFF